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I tend to talk in my own weird way and people would be confused with what I have to say. I am always forgetful, I dislike having to be the one to decide for everything, I am still in search of someone who can understand me. I still have not figured out on how to fill in this space with something about me in detail yet.
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Catch me - Demi Lovato
Messy
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A month
Now tell me..
Haunting in Connecticut
MIss you
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FUCK YEAH PIERCE
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Friday, July 31, 2009 @ 1:12 AM
If I were to ever close my eyes for more than 10 seconds you'd see my head pressing down against the keyboards and I'd typed out a whole bunch of non-understandable letters.
It's 1 in the morning already, and as much as I hate, I have no choice but to go to school tomorrow. Its nice of Number1 to come fetch me tomorrow, I miss him, I haven't seen him for the whole week already, sucks to have work for tomorrow.
I've been eating like a monster nowadays, the amount of food intake has doubled up and I can't seem to bother much to do anything about it. Recently I've fallen in love with food more than ever I've gained a few pounds. But every single night I lie on my bed thinking that I should stop. But I don't think I should stop something from making me happy.
I miss xiaolongbaoz.
I had my barbel washed with boiling hot water, when I removed the round tip I acidental dropped it into the sink and I scrambled my hands everywhere like an idiot only to be a split second too late and it dropped all the way down into the sink hole.
Fuck it.
Catch me - Demi Lovato
Tuesday, July 28, 2009 @ 12:08 AM
Before I fall too fast
Kiss me quick but make it last
So I can see how badly this will hurt me when you say goodbye
Keep it sweet
Keep it slow
Let the future pass and don't let go
But tonight I could fall too soon under this beautiful moonlight
But you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling
But please don't catch me
See this heart won't settle down
Like a child running scared from a clown
I'm terrified of what you do
My stomach screams just when I look at you
Run far away so I can breathe
Even though you're far from suffocating me
I can't set my hopes too high
'Cause every hello ends with a goodbye
But you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling
But please don't catch me
So now you see why I'm scared
I can't open up my heart without a care
But here I go
It's what I feel
And or the first time in my life I know it's real
But you're so hypnotizing
You've got me laughing while I sing
You've got me smiling in my sleep
And I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling
So please don't catch me
If this is love
Please don't break me
I'm giving up so just
Catch me
Messy
Monday, July 27, 2009 @ 9:53 PM
Hi Sueann!
aahhhh you can see my sibei messy desktop :(
9bucks
Friday, July 24, 2009 @ 6:40 PM
I made this specially for Number1. I hope he likes it!
Things that made me happy throughout the weekend was getting this oversized side stripe vest for.. holy shit 9 bucks!? I'm pairing it with a pair of leggings I shredded myself, one side shredded by the side and the other side shredded by the front, and off I go to watch Fighting with Number1 and hopefully grab a bite before that cause I am serious starving throughout the day.
I've been busy trying out stuff in photoshop I guess I've forgotten to eat!
Off I go to get ready, he's on his way here already!
Music : Roc - Beyonce
power trip
Thursday, July 23, 2009 @ 11:55 PM
It could be so darn bloody motherfucking pissing when your 3 whole hours of concentrated hardwork with photoshop is lost because of some fucking power trip at home and there is no backup for it.
Click!
Tuesday, July 21, 2009 @ 2:57 PM
Visit now!
A FLICK OF A TRICK
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A month
@ 1:43 PM
Number1 and I spent our first month together getting food poisoning, hahaha! Well, at least that's something special we could actually remember of. I am extremely fearful of putting food into my mouth now, because I know that in a few minutes' time I'd be running to the toilet.
Well Sunday was quite okay, we came across this taxi uncle that was slightly different than the rest, his laughter was hideous but cute, and he pointed middle fingers when he talked about the government! we were late for our movie as usual(I have no idea why but we always seem to be late for movies) and caught Harry Potter. Had Hong Kong Cafe for dinner and that's when the poisoning starts, but it's probably the mango juice we both drank earlier on.
It was a pretty awful feeling when he screamed "Happy one month baby!" And I paused for a few moments and just realised that the clock was ticking at midnight. I had forgotten about it, but not that it was not significant or important enough, I guessed I forgot about the world while I was talking to him on the phone. And I am still talking to him now online, it's so happy to finally find someone who shares the same habits as you, either with food or drinks or behavioral, and I'm extremely grateful for it.
This guy is amazing, he lost his camera today and I couldn't help but to let myself get caught in this amazement that he wasn't the slightest bit, of all, angry or frantic. I've never seen anyone as patient as him before. I thought I've met the most patient man in the whole world the other time round but he just takes it to another whole new level. I swear.
I'm extremely sorry for the fact that I always keep my heart closed and being hard to trust anybody, I've been trying my best to let you step into what my mind has been thinking and what I have been feeling. I'm extremely sorry for being a bad girlfriend at times, when I tend to get selfish. I'm extremely sorry for saying the wrong things at times and it would hurt you. I would never want to hurt you, not in my right mind.
If I wrote a book about where we stand, then title of my book would be 'Life with Superman.' That's how you make me feel, I count you as a privilege, this love is so ideal, I'm honored to be in it. I know you feel the same, I see it everyday in all the things you do and all the things you say.
If I were to try to count the ways you make me smile I'll run out of fingers before I run out of timeless things to sing and talk about. Sugar you keep it going on.
Happy one month, my dearest. I hope you liked the fact that we both got food poisoning. I love you.
Now tell me..
Monday, July 20, 2009 @ 1:35 AM
Now tell me, heart, I don't mean to be rude and barge in with a question but tell me now, am I happy?
I've run out complicated theories,
so now I'm taking back my words.
I'm preparing for the breakdown.
Your t-shirt lost its smell of you,
and the bathroom's still a mess.
Remind me why we decided this was for the best..
Because I miss you, love.
I miss your love.
Haunting in Connecticut
Saturday, July 18, 2009 @ 3:22 AM
School was awesome today! Number1 got to book out early and it's very sweet of him to come fetch me after school, was supposed to have tim sum buffet though, but it was cancelled so we settled for chicken rice instead. Had alot of fun slacking with the usual bunch of friends after school and it was damn funny with Ryan around haha!
Headed home to take a bath before booking tickets to watch A Haunting In Connecticut. Dinner at Ichiban Sushi was acceptable and we were late for the movie again(my fault, I eat damn slow because of my tongue!)
Took a bus home together as we bought a cake halfway and shared it at the bus-stop.
I didn't managed to eat ice cream today. Hmm, tomorrow we're cooking again! Wonder what are we cooking. Then we could cook up lots of things and packet haojian from Chomp Chomp and watch the movie 21 at home. His sofa is gooooooooooooood.
I love my weekends.
Music : (Birthday Sex - Jeremih)
Sidenote : (I haven't slept for more than 35 hours)
MIss you
Thursday, July 16, 2009 @ 7:00 AM
Xinyi's 19th
@ 2:07 AM
It was Xinyi darling's 19th birthday so I helped her be the photographer for her extra special night of the year! Everyone was friendly fair enough and it's lucky of me to get my favourite camera to shoot with(I got the last one before it was all rented out!)
Such a shame Number1 has to leave so early and miss out all the fun :( He had to book in early last weekend but today he had a nights out and it was so sweet of him to pay a $40 cab fare just to see me at home playing mahjong. I feel extremely guilty about it actually so I treated him chicken rice and soya milk! And he still had to cab back again :(
This is going to lag your computer and take away your bandwidth!
So before everyone starts asking stuff again :
Camera : Canon 50D
Lens : Canon EF 24-105mm f/4L IS USM(Zoom)
Flash : 580Ex II
►Hahahaha birthday girl!
►laugh until so happy!
►And there she passes me a cup of 7up!
►Kelly don't shy leh!
►Some pretty darn good chocolatey brownies thanks to kelly+denyse!
►See see see! Samson very cute right!
►Hehehehe candid!
►Quite a nice please right?
►Hokkien mee = good!
►Samson starting up the fire
►Kelly damn pro, eat like that!
►Jeffrey!!!!!
►yumyumyumyumyumz
► ^^v
►Chermaine said she looked like she's strangling me!
►Yay
►Double yay
►YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
►Number1 took this hehehehehe!
►Everybody likes this shot!
►Kelly look like monkey HAHA
►CHICKEN WHICH LOOKED LIKE A SEAHORSE
►All our garbage
►heart sunnies ftw!
►They all scared I take photo of them lor!
►Awesome garlic bread!
►Smiley :3
►I brought my wayfarers there too!
It then started raining all of a sudden and everyone rushed to the nearest shelter and on the way I think Marcus dropped his phone :O! And this family beside us bbq-ing also wiped out their pit damn fast, when we were back their pit was damn squeaky clean! I like!
And so we continued! Energy never dies!
►Under my umbrella~
►HA. CANDID.
►LOLZ
►Jeffrey plus meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
► 1 2 3! 1 2 3! 1 2 3!
►Hazel!
►Hehehehe so cute right!
►Even cuter!
►HAHAAHHAHA SMALLY SUCKING ON A HOTDOG!
►CHECK OUT HAZEL'S FACE LOL
►Oh Samson!
►WAH HAZEL DAMN SHUAI!
►Was eating pizza ah.
►People party still want to talk on the phone!
►Wtf. But I like *tiko face*
►Choo choo choo bunny!
►MY BUNNY MASK WAS THERE TOO.
►My spixzey was brought along also!
►Can see my nostril right.
►Wooooooooo cute
►Come let's cute cake! My favourite mango cake summore!
►Lai lai lai everybody come take photo!
►Security guard was being a bitch so after cutting the cakes we all moved to the void deck nearby.
►WAH LAO WHO TAKE ONE. CONFIRM JEFFREY RIGHT.
]►Hi Angeline :D!
►oOoOOoOooOooO
►I like!
►It looks fake but its bloody damn 100% alive and real!
►Cher + Hazel
►Hes damn camera shy, he's the one that pierced my tongue for me!
►Ahahahah so cute!
The crowd slowly dispersed and it was left with just the 5 of us, I swear it was some serious shutter button spam because in the end everyone was just too tired to take photos we were literally pushing the camera to someone else to take!
►Creative way to wish your friend happy birthday ah!
►So sweet!
►WTF HAHAHAHA DENYSE I WILL TAG EVERYONE WHEN I UPLOAD TO FB!!!
►Wooooo bunny hero twist twist twist!
►You like my new hairstyle right?
►My hairstyle damn nice.
►Kelly wear heart sunnies.
►Chermaine wear bunny mask.
►Xinyi wears wayfarer.
►Sylvia wears the thing called THE CROWN FUCKERZ _|_
►Why so sad?
►Hehehehe so cool!
►BRUDERS 4 LIFE MAN
►BROS b4' HOs
►Ah beng, Ah meng, Ah song, Ah huat ah!
►MAKE LOVE WITH THE UMBRELLA <3
►This is Denyse
►This is kelly
►And this is Chermaine HAHAHAHAHHA
►Kelly tan line sibei song!
►Xinyi you see! no more strap!
►TALK.TO.THE.BUNNY.I.NAMED.SANDY.
►Come come come kiss Sandy, nice name right!
►Shake shake shake!
►LOL DENYSE LOLOLOLOL
►Woooooooooooooooo
►Why so sad?
►Why so sad?
►Why still sad? D:
►Hahaha Denyse kena bully is it!
►Yay my bunny teeth!
►Wtf this photo is crazy but I like *tiko tiko*
►SEE DENYSE FACE HAHAHAHHA
►Lai we snatch flower!
►I kinda got tired of snatching so I went crazy lol
►I spinned, and it turned out lust. NOOOOOOOO ITS NOT TRUE FUCK YOU!!!!!
►Wa so cool seh!
►Do you like my new Gucci headband?
►LOL DENYSE AGAIN
►I don't know why I look slim because I'm not!!!!
►Yay so pretty!
We moved away from the void deck and settled for Macdonald's instead!
►Denyse's watch. I like.
►My tank to cover the mess underneath!
►580ex II flash
►Cinnamon melts..
►Will melt your heart
Gifs' time!!!!!!!
►Woooo open your moouth close your mouth!
►Wah damn yan dao lol dance this in the disco man woooo!
►Denyse ending pose = win
►WTF ALL FOR A TISSUE .
►See denyse ending pose with tissue!
►Wtf I doing behind!?
►Kelly took a drink.
►Then Kelly choked.
There goes
Tuesday, July 14, 2009 @ 1:00 AM
There goes my new set of self portraits and another bigger set all thanks to Chermaine. The next post breaks the record for largest photospam post I will ever post.
Urgh, swollen tongue and high fever.
Goodnight!
FUCK YEAH PIERCE
Monday, July 13, 2009 @ 1:11 AM
Insurance guarenteed?
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Sunday, July 12, 2009 @ 4:38 PM
►Xinyi's 19th bbq was awesome!
►600 photos urgh.
►Sera the ribbon headband is with me now!
►Number1 books out on friday :(
►I'm going to queensway now!
►Pray to God, really, that all will be alright in my life.
►Canon 50D!
►God, really.
Instax
Thursday, July 09, 2009 @ 3:00 PM
Chomp Chomp round 4 completed yesterday with company of Christmin, Fish, Darren + Number1. He had to leave early cause he had to book in by night.
I'll have to get ready for work now.
This is going way too fast. Stop it. I have to stop it.
Weekend Special
Monday, July 06, 2009 @ 4:09 AM
I've never felt so happy eating food actually, it's pretty hard to explain but food is just a nasty chore of 'keeping my body going' and when it's all done the horror of realising what you ate just sucks unduly.
Usually when my friends would dine with me I immoderately cast aside the standards of food and taste, and would just be fine with anything that I consume, usually most of the time it actually sucks, but I seriously have no idea why they even said it was delicious(wtf). Okay Sera that chicken rice at your place was seriously not bad hor!
But since we both come from backgrounds where our fathers are good cooks I suppose I have turned judgmental in the food that I consume, and it's really nice to have someone who have the same tastebuds as you and go for places where they really serve good food!
We decided to make our own food on saturday as we got ourselves an Fuji Instax Mini, pissed to the max to find out that Instax200 was no longer in stock, but as least we have triplets for the Mini(Sera+Karin+Me!). Instant spam at the Cold Storage where we got all our ingredients to make crepe and pancakes. Trust me, we cook good food, lol.
Two packs gone just like that!
v(''.)v
I BOUGHT FOR HIM : MR.PIMP SHIRT LOL HIS MOM LOVES IT.
Awww so chubby~
EH BRO YOUR SUNGLASS SIBEI COOL
Pardon me for the bad pictures, cause every single time I finish a task then I remembered I had forgotten process pictures so I just easily snapped some and went off to finish my other tasks.
Strawberry Banana Nutella Crepes
My hair sux
Pure cocoa.
Crepes are shockingly easy to make and cook actually!
"Om nom nom"
Some pretty darn good sausages
Chocolate Banana Pancakes with Nutella
But we pretty much put some other fruits along with it.
Ding Tai Feng Restaurent
As usual, forgot to take photos!
Not bad fried rice.
Their famous xiao long baoz
THIS.BEEF.NOODLE.SOUP.WON.MY.HEART.I.WILL.MARRY.YOU
Tis' five30 in the morning, I should sleep shouldn't I?
Zhng
Friday, July 03, 2009 @ 4:52 PM
I'll make sure I find 101 ways to zhng this instax that will be on my hands tomorrow!!!!!
gtg work!!!
He who dissapears
Thursday, July 02, 2009 @ 1:52 PM
You know every single time I lay on my bed I start to think about how things have changed since the day he left me all on my own to fend for myself. It was like a hell of a rough period of time for me. But right now I seem to be in a totally different environment that even thinking back, I'm desperately trying to find an explanation and reason on how and why number1 seemed to step into my life, just like that.
I've seen how much he has changed from that charming man to someone.. I don't even know anymore, and it just hurts to know that we can never even be friends again anymore except for times when politeness are exchanged. Because the look in his eyes tells me so.
Or maybe it wasn't he who have changed, maybe he never changed at all, it was I, who changed. Or rather, I have become someone who is standing on the outside watching in, and the whole view of everything and everyone just changed. I still blame myself for what I've done actually, I never actually thought of it as a "both parties at fault" situation to begin with, even though I've been trying to tell myself that.
I took a step ahead of my life because I no longer see a point in holding back for someone I do not know anymore.
As light seeps in
Wednesday, July 01, 2009 @ 10:40 PM
Pretty isn't it!
School was.. pretty boring but still able to survive through it. I'm munching on my apple as I'm talking to number1 on the phone. Today I have to complete 6 stuffs sigh, school sucks. And I was kinda pissed over something actually, but I don't really want to say it out now.
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Just finished talking with number1 on the phone, urgh I have work tomorrow I think I'll have to actually drag my ass there and throughout the rest of dinner time, then I'll have to drag my ass back home and get my homework over and done with. I've not touched a single holiday homework.
I miss number1 actually, but I could only get to see him on the weekends so that's a little too bad for me. I've been planning on cooking him something with nutella since he loves it so much, but at the same time it's not really convenient to do it but I guess I'll have to try! Oh my, I seriously can't wait for saturday we're getting an instax200 together!
Then we'll be getting a calendar to take note of days when we plan on something and sticking films all over and zhng his walls! Then we can go chomp chomp and have my new found awesome dessert called "dan hua" and explore so much places around Singapore. It twill' be so much fun.
It's such a shame we can only see each other during weekends.
Music : In My Arms (Bass Weazal's Carnival Remix)
Timecheck : 12:49AM